Wednesday, August 12, 2009
i don't want to put on a pacifier (puting) to my baby Zahin. but it's been 2 days now, he's been wanting to keep on nursed. mana larat beb! tak buat keje la aku...but this is a great challenge for me. breastfeeding him and at the same time have to look after other 3 of my children, to check out on house chores, cook, BATH, and lots more. being a mother is not just giving birth and then let the faith control the flow. YOU have to be aware and let yourself control the flow, with faith as your sidekick. uhh..sounds easy eh? blah! it's not!
guess i have to try to put on pacifier on Zahin today. agaknya la. my heart still forbid it. why? coz i don't want his looks changed. you know, children on pacifiers normally 'jongang'. the formations of the jaw and teeth will evolve following the action of the mouth while sucking on the pacifier. tu yang aku tak nak tu!! lucky the pacifier isn't in stock. have to ask my hubby to buy it. asked already actually. but depends on my ability to hold back, to strain myself from letting him to pacify. weighing almost 6kg at 2 months old, Zahin nursed well. maybe because i ate well. me? eating well? no lah..often skips and eats whenever i have the time. i hang on to milo or horlicks, if i'm hungry but not enough time to eat properly. it's okay. i'll try to eat properly. and maybe Zahin will nurse properly too. ha ha ha!
Posted by Eranee Rusli at 8/12/2009 11:16:00 AM