bercakap itu memenatkan

semua nak kena cakap!

penat la. cakap sekali tak nak dengar, berkali-kali pun tak nak dengar.

dah nak terberak baru sibuk nak cari jamban. dah sakit nak mati baru sibuk nak makan ubat!

rimas. sangat rimas!!

bila aku cakap tak nak dengar, dah jadi baru teringat apa yg aku cakap? baru nak kata, 'kalau la aku ikut ckp ko aritu...'? dah lambat beb. mintak maap pun tak guna dah. hati aku kalau dah sakit, susah nak ubat, ko tau! ko nangis airmata darah sekalipun, belum tentu aku maapkan ko.

i may not easily forgive and forget, you know. that's so not me. hard as a rock, you may say. and guess what? i don't care!

i'm tired being nice. tired of being a good listener. tired of being concern of others. but none care about me, none bother to be nice towards me and none bother to listen to me!

should i curse you? nope! i'm still sane. hating and ignoring you is enough torture. the rest, leave it to the one and only.

ahhhh... benci!!!!