kids..MY kids..

kelakar ada, geram pun ada.

kids, there weren't a day off from not making scenes. aren't they tired? i know i am. huhuu..but hey, they're just kids. and they are MY kids. they made fun of me, almost all the time. they made me laugh, they made me cry and of course, they pissed me off. ha ha ha.. but that's what you have to 'pay' as a mother, right? look back and think hard, 'have you done the same to YOUR mother?'

my little zahin (a-een) is now more active. teething at the age of 7 months, he's awesome! the earliest of them all and yet, he hasn't start eating. he is still fully breastfed. about to start crawling, i can tell. love bathing him in the sink. hahaha...touching my face and holding my hand is a must, when he wants to sleep. don't know how to put it into words but, he's so adorable.

my third baby, dalili (darling) is getting naughtier each day. hahaha..makin lasak dan makin banyak kerenah. but heaven, she's prettier and cleverer too. watch her vid that i posted on my facebook. funny! her teeth is about to get full now. the last two are rising. hehehe. loves singing very much. she'd sing whenever she wanted to and wherever she's at. no problem. loved to make funny faces when I scolded her. but run and cry loudly when being warned by her daddy. just a warning not even spanking, dear. she screams, a lot! loud and nyaring (what's the word in english?). so, beware. dont tempt her. hahahaha..

my second child, ziyad is one hard fella! easily cried boy but so stubborn. he's quite the same attitude as darling, his younger sister. we (hubby and i) call them number 2 and number 3. they are so alike. stubborn, naughty, scene-maker and cry baby. but, he's handsome. and he's wise. at 4, he has already learn spelling. even only few simple 4-letter words, it's enough to make my eyes full with tears of joy. goodness, he's into computer games now. he'd be online gaming for at least an hour a day. my handphones? dang, he's finished exploring it. his dad's phone? can never ever let it off of sights. his dad was gaping with awe, when ziyad showed him how to operate and play java games on my hp. well, i said to him, he's MY son. hahahahaha.

my first princess, dalia (kakak) is growing more beautiful. how time flies. she's about to be 6 this september. i can still remember her first laugh, smile and everything. she's my princess. and guess what, she's more and more like me now. the way she scolded at her younger siblings, how she acted when her sister wants a drink, how pissed she got when her brother tore apart her book, and how caring and loving she'd be with her little brother, a-een. she can dress darling, help darling washed her hands, folding clothes (small and easy ones, of course), taking care of a-een when i bath or in the loo, setting up her bed, cleaning up messes and even washing dishes. well, i never let her do the dishes, it's just i caught her in the kitchen with her sleeve so wet and the dishes all cleaned up. luckily, those were only plastic mugs. :) yesterday, she was drawing. asking me how to write a million. i showed her. and then she asked about RM10. i wrote it as 10.00. but she refused accepting it. she said, she wanted the square one. i was like, uhh?? then she drew it. then i understand, a rm10 note. then she asked me to draw one more thing. i asked her, 'what is it?' she answered, 'alaaa...yang ada gambar papa kat duit tu..' once again, cat got my tongue. but wasn't for long before i realized, she meant the picture of the Agong on the note. OMG, Agong is papa? papa is Agong? hehehehe..i can't stop laughing, yesterday.

i state here again and again and again;
i love my children, more than anything.

kenapa la ekk..

kenapa selalu ada je yg melatah bila baca blog aku ni? aku tak halang sesiapa nak baca dan aku juga tak paksa sesiapa jua yg nak baca. terpulang. its all up to you. whether or not you want to drop by and read me, or just passing by. truly, i don't really care.

one thing and one thing only i'm asking. if you want to read, DO READ PROPERLY! dont jump into conclusion so quickly, you end up pissing me off and be somewhat annoying by leaving some emotional-based comment(s).

thank you so much!!

apa dah jadi?

read/ heard/ watched the news lately?

bizarre!

kes bunuh, merata-rata dah kat malaysia ni. kejam pulak tu. apa dah jadi, ye? tu belum lagi kes perbalahan mengenai kesucian agama kita di permainkan. dan kemudian, muncul tindakan bodoh yg memalukan umat islam, apabila tpt itu dibakar. siapa yang perlu disalahkan ni?
pada aku, mungkin kerana ilmu yg sangat kurang di dada. takde la pulak aku cakap yg ilmu aku nih cukup penuh sampai melimpah kan..but it's just my opinion. walau setinggi mana pun kita belajar, sehebat mana pun jawatan atau pangkat kita, kalau didikan rohani kita sangat sedikit, itu lah jadinya. manusia, berubah ke arah yang lebih baik, sepatutnya. apatah lagi jika manusia itu adalah seorang muslim. jgn pandang tinggi pd aku. jgn juga pandang rendah pd setiap patah perkataan yang aku coretkan. aku cuma biasa-biasa saja. masih banyak ilmu yang kurang. masih lagi rasa takut andai tiba2 dipanggil Tuhan. terus terang, aku belum sedia. namun, apa yang berlaku disekeliling kita, membuatkan aku terfikir (itu yg seharusnya berlaku, kan? berfikir..) yang mungkin semua ini menuju ke penghujungnya. kot bapak aku imam, mak aku ustazah pun, kalau didikan depa utk aku sewaktu aku masih dlm keadaan 'kain putih yang boleh dicorakkan' tidak betul, maka tidak betullah jadinya aku, kan? tapi, bila segala didikan ibu ayah telah curahkan, namun kain yang dicorak dgn baik tercemar juga, jgn pula disalahkan ibu dan ayah tu. tanggungjawab mereka berakhir bila anak2 dah baligh. lepas tu, fikirlah sendiri. timbang tara baik dan buruk sewajarnyalah. dan si ibu ayah pula, jgn mudah menyalahkan anak tu pulak. mungkin ada yang silap dlm didikan kita pd si anak. mungkin juga kita terlalu mengharap yang terbaik, sedangkan ilmu dicurah tidak seelok mana. mungkin juga kita sebenarnya mahu diuji. kan? dan kemudian, jgn pula suka2 salahkan takdir. kes2 yang berlaku ini juga, seharusnya menuntut kepekaan dan kebijaksanaan mereka yang bergelar pemimpin. tepuk dada bukan lagi tanya selera, tapi tanya iman dan akal yang waras.

wallahualam.

updates..updates..

it's been a while, eh?

wanting to update my blog like crazy but got stuck with chores and kids and stuff.

guess what? i finally got my menstruation. ha ha. itupun lepas makan pil doktor bagi. biasanya aku tunggu sampai dia normally dtg sendiri but this time i don't want to wait for i scared it might be too late. understood? aku tak nak pregnant lagi. dulu, masa anak dara, aku jenis yg tak konsisten bab period meriod ni. kdg2 ada, kdg2 takde. sethn takde, then appear pulak. paling lama pun kalau period, cuma 4 hari. abih la kena kata dek mak2 sedara, tak subur lah, nanti susah dapat anak lah, leh kena sakit puan la...macam2 je lah. tp dah kawen ni, aku plak yang berderet dapat anak. Subhanallah. kan? moral nya, jgn suka ngata org. kihkihkih..Tuhan tu kan Maha Kuasa.

si kecik A-een dah tumbuh gigi. 2 batang. dah pandai duduk sendiri. dua kali aku terperanjat sebab tiba2 tgk dia dah duduk. mulanya nak marah sape2 yg dudukkan dia sebab aku takut dia terlentang tanpa perhatian mama papa tp bila tgk anak2 yg lain were no where near a-een, aku jd kenpius jap. then baru perasan, dia dah pandai duduk sendiri. bila aku nak tgk je aksi dia duduk, dia mcm sengaja plak takmo tunjuk. notty aa tuh. dah tuh, kenmain lagi dah pandai menjerit-jerit sekuat ati. gi restoran mamak ke, kfc ke, shopping mall ke, asal boring je dia menjerit. cheh! bergegar gegendang telinga dibuatnya..

darling plak, dah makin keletah. tak nak kalah jadi p.a aku kat umah. tepon bunyi, nak sibuk ambik. nak ambik remote astro, sampai bergaduh-gaduh. sibuk2 juga nak tlg buat susu, padahal dia mintak aku buat. ha ha ha..makan nak suap sendiri, bersepah-sepah la jadinya. kena marah dah tak nangis kuat2 dah sekarang. dah pandai konon2 memendam rasa, airmata je bergenang. adoi..part ni aku tak leh tahan. aku jadi sayu. TAPI! kalau gaduh atau kena pukul dgn abg kakak, dia takde tunggu dah, terus menjerit nyaring! ha ha ha..politik btol!!

ziyad. dah jadi computer expert. dia bleh on laptop aku ni, insert passwd dan klik ikon mozilla. dah tu ckp kat aku, 'mama tgk internet dulu ye. nanti yad nak main game' muahahhaha..kalau lepas mandi, sure lambat2 nak pakai baju. suka terkayang-kayang berbogel. aku ugut nak panggil india kuil suh ambik dia, baru menggelupur. siap nangis2. muahahhaha..dok ngadap pc game punya lama. mainnya takde la hebat mana. asal tak berjaya je, suh mama yg main. poyo gila. makan pun dah tak berapa nak ada selera dah dia. apsal ntah. makanan yg dia suka pun, cuma sesuap dua je dia terima. sangat suka minum teh tarik. cemana?

si kakak; dalia dah 6 thn. tadika lagi. but this time serious. aku buat tekad utk diri sendiri on behalf of dalia, not to skip classes anymore. i want her to learn well. lambat atau cepat, bergantung pd keadaan dia. hopefully dia takde masalah. but she seems to love mathematical and art stuff, then language proficiency. bab2 nak eja2 ni, dia lambat nak respon. bab2 kira2, dia suka plak. nampaknya la begitu. kat umah, we as parents do help and guide as much as we could. we certainly want the best for our children but we dont want to be the one to be blamed when they got stuck into something that they dont like, which resulted in their rebellious act later. uhh? sounds like an experience? well, we have our own stories, right?

when they talked about their age (kids got excited, of course, when they know their 'number' has increased, WE DON'T. hahaha!), i can see how bright their eyes turned. it's like they wanted to be like us; the grown ups sooner than they should. kids..

dalia pernah berdialog, 'kalau kakak 6 tahun, mama umur berapa?' mama jawab, '31'. 'kalau kakak 7 tahun?' 'mama 32 laaa' 'papa, berapa?' 'papa 35, knp?' 'ooo..nanti mama papa jadi tua la, kan?'

ehhh..bleh tak aku cubit dia? heheheheheh..

Happy New Year 2010!

Happy New Year, all!!

Went to Putrajaya last night, with heart full of hope that we could catch the fireworks show. kids were excited, and I was SO excited. we didn't want to go to KL as we know, it would be packed with people. furthermore, there won't be just OUR people but also foreigners, tourist etc. little did we know that there won't be any fireworks in Putrajaya. I guess, even the Putrajayans were not aware of the no-fireworks-show for celebrating the New Year last night. why? because the bridge, dataran and alongside the road facing towards (where fireworks should and can be seen) Pusat Pentadbiran were filled with people.

can you imagine, how disappointed we were? we are, still. no show, no announcement whatsoever. ok, it was malam jumaat but hey, there's fireworks in KL, and most of other big cities here in Malaysia. why aren't in Putrajaya? the central of Gov admin?

next election, sure kalah lagi BN.

benda yang sekecil ini, patutnya diambil kira juga. pertunjukan bunga api lah saja hiburan berseni yang rasanya cukup memadai utk rakyat menaikkan semangat tahun baru. Mahal? pg la cari sponsor. konsert artis2 luar negara leh plak sibuk2 disepahkan kat negara kita ni. suh para penaja tu taja bunga api, kot tak takde permit utk bawa artis luar negara masuk. hangin betul. konsert tuh lagi tah apa2 bercampur huru haranya. at least bunga api leh mengeratkan lagi hubungan kekeluargaan. masa ni lah famili brkumpul, bersama-sama santai dan bergembira. ahhh! sakit ati betul..