its about to be 7, one strong number.

bring back the memories of joy of 31st May, 2003.

yeap. it's my wedding anniversary. 7 beautiful years, filled with fun, love, anger, fight, quarrel, jokes and 4 kids (hahahaha!)

it may be young, but 7 to me is very strong. i never thought of getting married actually, let alone having kids. but what happen to me now, is a blessing. who would have thought that ugly fat girl like me will get married? all of my school friends were in deep shocked, when i told them i was about to get married. in fact, i got married earlier than most of them! fate, i would say. Thank God!

my husband, Zairi is a loving man. he may not be as romantic as Romeo but it's okay to me. i'm not a Juliet either! he's funny, indeed. but he's not a joker. he's fun to be around with. he's open minded and a calm person. but when he's not in the mood, well.. i don't have to elaborate on it. :)

Allahyarham P. Ramlee said, in one of his songs "sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, apa pula suami isteri.."

it happens in all marriages, i reckon. we too, have our ups and downs. but one thing for sure; seeing him in a calm moment, a smile on his face, a laughter that soothes the moment, makes me feel like a winner. how is that? ever received any winner's prize? that's how i feel. like receiving a gold medal for being a good wife, a good housekeeper, a good mum, and a good person. i'd change for him. i'd die for him. i'd do anything i can afford, for him. how crazy, funny and miraculous love can be at the same time.

to my dear beloved, thank you for being a tolerant person to me notwithstanding in facing my hard-headed behaviour sometimes (?.. hehehe). you came into my life when i was in need. and showered me with love and trust. you, are the right one for me, InsyaAllah, forever and after. I love you, with all my heart. Happy 7th Anniversary.

Father's day is coming...

June is Father's month. Hail all GOOD fathers in the world!

i still have my dad. he's well and kicking (hehehe..), Alhamdulillah. he may not be as strong as he was 20 years ago but he is still my idol. he worked hard then, and still do, now. only the difference, then was for the continuity growth of his family tree, and now for his own pleasure and hobby and perhaps some legacy to be left behind for his grandchildren so forth. he has transformed, i would say. from somewhat ordinary to someone extraordinary. i admire his will and determination in doing something. he fails and succeeds. that's what makes him, who and what he is, today. i love my dad very much. though he was rarely at home (he worked shifts, back then), he seldom asked me on how was i doing in school, not ever appeared during any of my award giving ceremonies etc, bla..bla.. typical old time dad!
BUT! he did have time to send me to school (most of the time, late! he finished work at 7am and were only reached home at 7.50!!). reminiscing those days, the memories, i smiled in teary eyes.

now that i am a mother, and my hubby is often home late, often out here and there doing his on-field-sound-engineer job, and my children look up on him waaaayyyy much more than me, i can not argue no more. i was once in their shoes! every time i battled with myself, why am i not being praised by my children as they do to their father, for i'm the one gave birth to them, bathe them, feed them, manage them at home bla..bla.. i will go back to those years, when i was their age, and i will be calm. and smiling again.

father, in a way, manage to make their children proud, regardless of however they treat their children at home. err... certainly not those kind of fathers who beaten up their children to death. those are stupid fathers. a disgust to a 'Father Society'.

Ayah, kakak sayang ayah! dan tak akan jemu untuk ucapkannya berulangkali, walau selamanya.

as to my beloved hubby, you are a good father. i love you lots. and you deserve a good Father's Day treat. later, ya? :p

kenapa kisah dalam dunia ni berkait?

pernah dengar ungkapan 'keciknya dunia'?

selalunya ia berkenaan atau berkaitan dengan betapa tidak sangkanya kita akan sesuatu perkara yang acapkali kita lihat, mungkin sentuh malah pernah bersapaan; rupanya ada pertalian dengan hidup kita selama ini.

apa kena mengena tajuk di atas dengan post nih?

takde apa kot. saje je nak warm-up otak. nak lubricate balik idea2 yang banyak tp beku dan berkarat.

ahhh... penat..

Happy Mother's Day!

aku sayang mak aku.

dia bertanggungjawab melahir dan membesarkan aku. itu aku tak boleh nafikan.

aku sayang dia sangat2, hinggakan aku sanggup pertahankan dia, walau apa terjadi, insya allah. aku pernah maki makcik aku sendiri, sebab dia sesuka hatinya mencaci dan menghina dan mengata mak aku. mujur ayah aku tak bagi aku berdepan dan berjumpa dengan makcik aku tu masa kejadian, kot tak, mungkin lebam muka dia aku tumbuk!

"mak, kakak tau kakak tak dapat jadi seperti apa yang mak harapkan. kakak harap mak tak terlalu kecewa dengan kakak. ampunkan kakak ye. mak dah didik kakak semampu dan sebaiknya. kakak tak layak salahkan mak walau apa sebab musabab sekali pun. kakak sayang mak. dan itu adalah satu kepastian. sampai mati!"

selamat hari ibu.
aku pun dah jadi ibu.
mungkin sebab itu aku mula faham tugas yg digalas oleh seseorang yang berstatus IBU.
sila hargai ibu anda.