whose fault?

i know. been in the situation. even though it doesn't come everyday, every moment..it came. once, twice, several times.

i hate pointing fingers. i understand. and that's what i expected to be getting from others around me, too. UNDERSTANDING.

well, maybe this is just His saying, His sign, telling me i've done wrongs and its time for punishment. and He punishes me, His way of what He knows i can endure.

accepted, Ya Allah..humbly.